BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

They say time heals

but what’s with all these feels?

An unseen hand keeps pulling me under

filling my nights with endless suffer

I keep seeing your face

makes me break into a chase

for that moment to stand beside you

just like the way we used to

I thought I’d be free

when your presence again I could see

but you feel like a chain

that sends me into heaven in pain

Maybe now you’re just a beautiful nightmare

no longer the fresh breath of air

no longer something that is rare

and are only keeping me bare

you were the drugs to keep me in check

in truth you left me in such a wreck

I can’t even breathe

and it’s making me seethe

I think I need to wake up now

to live without you I don’t know how

but if I keep dying in the face of you

then maybe it’s time to bid you adieu.