Him.

"I imagine everything I have never seen and fall in love with it."

"Like what?"

"Him."

"Him?" " He's real but it's like he's not. He's way too beautiful for existence, I have never seen someone like him. Maybe that made me fall in love with him immediately. His hands, the way he touches, too careful, afraid of hurting anything, its something else. His eyes, have you seen the color of earth after rain? And when the sun hits it? That's the color of the eyes I always get lost in, his eyes. And his smile, even at your worst, you would smile back at him because seeing him happy is enough reason.

His hair is the color of black ink and midnight, is my favorite color. And his smell, he could run miles and miles away and I would still have his smell on me, for it's too strong and mesmerizing to forget it. The days with him are unimaginable, it's like touching heaven and feeling everything at once. His hair, his eyes, skin, touch, hand, voice. His voice could calm oceans but create a storm in my mind. And his soul, it's so addicting and powerful and fits him perfectly, it's like his physical appearance is reflected by it. He fixed me, wasted his life trying to finish all my puzzle and he finally did, and maybe that's why I fall in love with things that aren't real. Because he did the same with me when I wasn't fixable." "Where is he now?"

"He is everywhere. He has been everywhere since he thought he was done fixing me."

"He died?"

"He gave everything he had and tried to fix me as much as he could but I wass way too damaged and way too many broken pieces cut him every time he tried to match my puzzle. He didn't die, he just gave up, and thought I wasn't worth it anymore."

"Are you finally whole?"

"He didn't notice the only puzzle piece left that I needed the most was him, his love. But he was too blind to see it. And left me incomplete."

Love NNIBMS,