Matriculation Life

Never in my thought can I be in this ways. Started my journey beings as a matriculation student wasn’t one of my wish list. Even I’ve got another options to go to another places to study after finished completely in my SPM examination which UiTM Arau in Diploma Science but I choose Matriculation as my choice. Even its look like I’m wasted my choice, for me, being as a matriculation students was the best option I had. You can even heard someone else said that life as a matriculation student hella hard and not easy to follow the flow. Trying to ignore all the possibilities that may damage half of my thought about matriculation life, I’m entered matriculation on June 06, 2017. Month of fasting, how challenging it was to walk around and bringing all your stuff to your room during the rainy day. Thanks God, it’s just level 1 and not too much tired and how crazy I am to figure out which was my room and strolled one level to find out my room with bringing out your hella heavy stuff on both of your hand and on your shoulder, feeling want to drink and eat even it’s month of fasting. Thought that I was the first person arrived to my room, my thought destroyed because I wasn’t. Last person arrived and got my places near with windows. Not bad even my thought was, my room better than this.

There was four bed and everyone will got their own table, cupboard, and all basic stuff as beings a student. Never being a person that have a good experience living in hostel, a little bit challenging for me as I’m still new for this kind of life when need to stay far away from my parents. Trying to comfortable myself even I want to cry out loud. My parents left me after send me here, lonely like hell and feeling want to run home that time. Trying to calm myself and told myself to be calm but my wild thought still keep playing.

I was distracted with a sweet voice calling my name, she, my rumet, first person I knew, namely Nurul Nazirah. Beautiful name as she is. A Kelantanese, her smile just like a sugar, sweet and lovely. God, how beautiful your creature. Started our conservation with introducing our name to each other, nahh simple conservation end up. I’m still can’t accept the reality my parents left me here. I’m in blue. But, life must continue. The other two person are Khadijah, she from Selangor and the other one was Shidaa, an Indian girl from Kedah. So, here it is. Room 2 Block C2 Level 1 was completed with this four young teenage girl. Life as matriculation student started.

First week, hella hectic week ever. Facing all those hot weather while walking during your fasting month with a long journey walk to go to the hall that extremely far away from your hostel, much challenging. Those sweat, those thirsty feelings, hungry mode and tiredness, was completed in one version mood. Just wanna to lay on my bed, with the blowing of windy wind from the ceiling fans, a cup of cold drinks, what a perfect life may going to be. First week was the assimilation week which all the students need to know the position of their college, the lecture hall, tutorial room, labs and so on. So that, the following weeks, they would be able to go there by their own selves without anyone helps. First week, felt I’m going to lose my way and totally lost my tracks. Nearly cried because not found the places I wanna go, feeling gave up in the middle of my walks. First month trying to adapted with the surroundings, good to know I’m good. Even that kind of blue feeling appeared, trying to overcome all those feeling by joining all the college activities held.

Module 3 student – yes I am. I was selected to be with one of this kind of tutorial; which is K3S3T5A. Last tutorial may K3S3T2B but that’s only during assimilation. Knowing that all was girls. 10 girls definitely and no boys. Only the others tutorial which is K3S3T5B had only two boys. Under the same practicum which is K3S3T5 with 2 boys and 17 girls and then left 2 boys and 15 girls after two left matriculation life. I wasn’t the best student but I’m trying to be the best among the best. Need to learn new subject, which is Computer Science as I dropped Physics. Seniors said, easy to score. Nahh, easy but need to remember a lot of things. Semester one, it’s all about how to make logic circuit. Easy if you always done your exercise. Semester 2, nahh, programming topics appeared. Hella hard to understand, but I love it because its new knowledge even I’m always skipped my exercise. Studying Biology, Chemistry, Computer Science, and Mathematics. It’s not Mathematics, we can know that as Additional Mathematics but we don’t call that Additional Mathematics because too mainstreams. So we called it Mathematics. Semester 1 I totally fall in love with Math. Every day I just doing Math and Math. Semester 2, lmao. My Math miserable like hell. Also the organic chemistry. I’m dead people. All above, study smart not hard for a better result. Remember that.

Started to know this kind of girl, taller than mine, beautiful girls with big brown eyes, her red lips, and her smile, gorgeous as she is. Fazidah, her name. Her character, her laugh. Such makes my day. Love to make jokes and of course I laugh till my tummy out. Errkk. A girl who scared of thunderstorms, scared to sleep alone, do not ate vegetables, of course, and do not eat rainbow rice. I mean, ‘Nasi Kerabu’ and all those rice that has colour. Also brown rice. Complicated enough. Hahaha. She’s the person I went to the lecture hall and eating together after the class finished, while talk a lot of topics. From the jokes till the topics of crush. Partner in crime, sleep together, eat together, and everything together. Spending my time with her, such a nice day. Always ‘lepak’ at field because to see and stalk her crush, love to selfie with my kind of fake camera. Love to make annoyed face and I love to capture it because I’m going to use that when she get married and I will show to her husband. Hahaha. Always ‘lepak’ at my room to watch movies, ate Ramens and bringing all my gang out lepaking in my room while watching movies together, and crying because the hot and spicy Ramens – God, I miss it. Doing something crazy together and so on. Going to miss all the little things I had with her and my gang. All those memories keep playing in my memory. Guys, I miss it so much.

Joining a lot of activities held by college – yes I am. Take part in a lot of activities such makes my days full with activities every day. I was a Resident Media Crew, involved myself in the photography, live broadcasting world, such makes my life totally meaningful. Gaining experience and being actively in the Resident Media Crew, taught a lot of new things I’ve never had before. Need full commitments, how you contributes for your teams, how much time and energy you going to give, it’s all about you. Your effort, your time, your energy and your commitments to makes everything goes well.  Blocks secretary for sure. Not too much woks but need your time. Came for the meetings and so on. Enjoying my time in Archery Club. Learning a new sports which is archery. New experience of course. Also being a part of Golf Club. Professional sports, good to know my waist sick because it’s all about the right method to enjoying this kind of sport. Enjoy much and suddenly fall in love in golf sport. Little do you know, involving myself in Woodball world, new sports, during my semester break. Involved in Woodball Tournament at National level at Perlis, giving me a lot of experiences. It’s all about the team works, what you contributes for your teams, and so on. Keep believing each other, spill your thought and so on. Everything makes my life totally meaningful. Good to know, got third places for group and I’m got top 12 individuals for Woodball at National Level. Can’t believe it at all. Thanks God. Also enjoying a lot of activities through my days being as a matriculation student. New experiences. New friends. New knowledge. Going to miss all this kind memories a lot.

My roomies. Got to know, I’ve mentioned earlier, there was one Indian girl and 3 Malays girls included me. First of all, first month it’s like not easy to get so close with them. Trying my hard. And finally, don’t remembered when we get damn so close, my day such a beautiful day like the blooming of Sakura flowers. Heh. We’ve got laughed together, eating together, talking everything out, my Goodness. Spending whole life with them such a memorable day I’ve never had in my life.
 First, Nazirah. She’s kind of girl which full of sexiest. I mean in the room okay. I can’t believe she the person I’ve met during the first time I’m entered Matriculation College, I was thought she was shy girl. Nope guys, she’s hot. My God. The sexiest person I’ve known ever. In the room guys. Hahaha. She kind of girl, I said thanks, she was be like “ Welcome baby”, “Thanks Sayang”. Why bersayang sayang, hahaha. I’m girl okay. Hahaha. And finally, one room called baby to each other. It can be like “ bye baby”, “Good luck Sayang”, “babyyy.. babyyyy… babyyyy”, and babyyyy. And you know what, everyone be like… baby?  Only room 2 does call that. She’s my bedmate, I’m always disturb her sleep, best okay. Hahaha. She’s kind. Lovely. Sweet smile. And beautiful as she is. and love products. Spending too much money on products and cannot dare to wear light scarf. Kind of gossip girl, always told many stories – crush, ghost story and so on. She loves to tell every single things she had done every day. Loves to share everything. And loves to dance. Little did I know, she was a dancer but only dance in front of the girls only. I’m going to miss all the little things I had with her. Too many things I want to share, but let all the unwritten thought I wrote, being one of my memorable memories.

Then, Khadijah. Beautiful name as she is. And what I can said that she beautiful. Maigadd… why my roomiess so beautiful like hell and I was just like a banana shake? I don’t know when I started to get close with her, nice to said, she’s much organised person as you know. And love to eat. She always ‘tapau’ food as many as she can, ‘cause she’s lazy to get to the café even though the café just a few metres from our rooms. My kind of partner that accompany me went to the dobby to wash clothes on 5 or 6 a.m. together, eating partner, gossip partner, outing partner,  and so on. Kind of girl that scared with all types of insects, and would ran and stay inside the cupboard till the insects get out from our room. Still remembered how she screamed during 3 o’clock in the morning just because there was a tiny grasshopper jumped on her bed and makes one room woke up because her screaming. She ran around the room, climbing my bed and hit all those things in front her because she scared of that tiny grasshopper. Damn it, first I was thought it just a dream of mine, but nope, it’s reality. She’s screaming out loud. At the end, I took the grasshopper out. She’s very kind and lovely. Her smile, her eyes, ehh. Hahaa. What I can said, she’s beautiful. Really adore her. Hahaha. Many to share, but let it being one of my memorable memories I had with her. Too many silly things we had done together, and I really miss it so much.

Last but not least, an Indian girl with beautiful name, Shidaa. Her beautiful eyes, smile, everyone could attracted. Hardworking girl and why so brilliant. She’s scared of flying insects, and she would screamed out loud till I’m also screamed too. Because her screamed make me scared too. Hahaha. Loves eat and always eat. Always saying that she’s getting chubby and need to diet. Always Skype with her lovely one. Always give us a treat – KFC, Indian dishes and so on. Really love it. Kind of person that always ‘sakat’ me, and make a joke of me. Always told a joke, but then, when her joke not really mean as joke, she would be like, let me change room. Hahaha. And I’m also one of it. Last semester, as you can see, too many motivational quotes on her curtains, because she want to be a great doctor and also giving us motivational quotes written by her. Why so cute. Hahaha. I keep it yaa. I don’t know how to say, there’s too many things we had together and that memories such a beautiful things I would kept it in my mind. And thanks for all those little things we had together. I really love it. I’m going to miss it so much.

Thanks for having me as one of your roomies. Spending your time with me, makes silly things together, eating together, sleep together and everything we had done together. Seriously, I really miss all those little things we had together. Damn miss it. I really appreciate you all, may apologises me if I had any of wrongdoings and mistakes through our days being as a roomies. This kind of feeling, stay remains as feelings. Feeling that I would never being explained by myself. Let all those memories being one of my best memories I had with you. Because, I really miss all the moments and memories I’m here. 2 semester absolutely short, and on May 05th, 2017 as the last day we met. Rainy day followed our journey back to our hometown, and our hearts still remember and miss it so much memories we’ve created together. How we need to separate after a year being together, spending our time together. That moments stay remains as one of my memories. And I’m going to miss it once again. Take care everyone.

And my big thanks for everyone who knows me, no matter just a few second or month, a couple of days or minutes, thanks for having me as part of your life. Thanks too to all my lectures and all those people who helped during I was at KMK, thanks once again. All those kind of warm heart that help me through my days as being one of the matriculation student. Thanks again for teaching me what life means, what kind of feeling stay far apart from family, teaching me to appreciate all those little things I had, and giving me opportunities to make new friends and so on. Thanks. All the memories I’ve created here, I would kept it. Let it be one of my best memories I had for my entire of my life. May Allah always bless us. Take care. Too many thought, so little time. May we meet again one day.  Insha’Allah. Take care everyone. Do the best and don’t forget to be the best among the best. No matter how hard it was, believe that Allah always there for you. Keep reminds yourself that Allah will help you to go through the journey you’ve taken. Believe that He will always there for you. Don’t forget to make a du’a and always recite Quran every day. Don’t forget to perform your Solah. Take care of yourself, imaan, and aurah. May Allah always bless us. Aameen.

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