You broke her, didn't you?

 You call her with these cute nicknames and tell her everything she wanted to listen. You made these promises that sounded so sweet and honest to her ears. You gave her so much happiness that she felt the need to pour out all her love to you, she gave you the world and maybe for you, it's never enough but for her, she has nothing but you. You make her feel everything she ever wanted to experience. But then, you hurt her so bad that she's afraid of any form of pain except the pain she inflicted on herself. You shouldn't have done that to her. 

Someday, you'll finally realise what a fucking idiot you are to take her for granted, how cruel you were to take everything she ever had and throw it away as if it was a dead animal and leaving her with nothing. Completely nothing.

Look at her now, maybe you left her when she lost herself but if you still have her in your arms now, take a good look at her. You'll notice the constant dark circles under her eyes, the redness on her cheeks for she had been wiping her tears so hard it hurts her cheeks, her chapped lips from dehydration because she forgets to take care of herself. You'll notice how much she's hurting when she looks at you and you'll see the pain in her eyes.

I hope you regret letting her hurt like that. I hope you stop repeating the same goddamn mistakes. I hope you find yourself crying in the middle of the night because of what you did to her. I hope you realise that you're the reason she's so broken now. I hope you ache like how she aches for you.

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