2016. Pretty Good. Pretty Bad.
Assalammualaikum and hello everyone!
It's been like a long time I'm not updating this blog indeed. Yeah definitely. For right now I'm busy with my year. This year I'll face something scary things in my life. It's SPM examination. So this year maybe I'll spend my hours and years with my beloved books and burn my midnight oil. For more sure, I'm not ready yet to face that I already form 5 and I'll sit for the SPM examination this year. I just like want to cry out loud and scream like hell. Seriously, I'm not ready yet. Fell like I'm too young and still thinking that I just entered form 4. But now, I l already form 5 indeed. I felt like I don't want to face this year but someone once said that, '' You giving this life 'cause you brave enough to face the reality is". You know, today I'm very sad. I don't know why. Huhuh.
Next March, I'm sweet 17 years old. And this year too, I'll make something that I really want to do since I was a kid. I wish that I'll get straight A's in my SPM examination. Everyone wish that happen. Me too. Right now, I take 10 subjects and I thought that I must make sure that I pass all the subject because I want to fly to overseas and study abroad. I want to be a doctor. Maybe I'll being a cardiologist doctor or nerf doctor. This year too, I already have ambition. My headmistress once said that '' you must have ambition in your life, with that you can study hard and achieve what you want to be". Yeah, that's true definitely. If I don;t have what I want to be in next future, I'll careless my study. For this year too, I want to make my dream come true. I'll study and work abroad. Make my parents proud on me. Can make my parents happy. For more sure, I want got international or local scholarships. With that, I can study abroad. Achieve my ambition being a great doctor. I wish I can make it true.
When I looking in my past, I like a person who doesn't care about my life. Always careless and not gave attention while studying. So, I want to change it to the better one. I don't want to disappoint again. I don't want I cry 'cause I fail to face the life is. I want to wake up and being a strong person. I don't want to give up easily in my life. For right now, I must change my attitude and get out from my comfort zone. Yeah. I don't want I sad again. I think it's enough to think the bad things in my life. I must appreciate my life. Appreciate everyone who comes in my life. I want to be a better person. A great person. I want to stop my negative thought about everyone else. I just want to be success person. I know, I always fall. Always fail. It doesn't mean that I'll be a failed person. The fail makes me want to be the success person. I'll show the real me. It's like I always keep my real me. It's time for me to show the real person of me.
My day sometimes turns into the worst day ever. I keep strong to make sure that I do not fall easily. When the worst come, I try to control all things. Controlled my mad and everything else. I know, this year too, I must do something more that last year. Double works. Double revision. Sometimes I get more frusted. I felt that I don't want in form 5. I felt like I want to cry. Every day I want to cry. I like a person who needs someone that can keep calm on me. I need someone can come and hug me and told me that everything gonna be okay. Every night I cry. I want someone that I can hug them and cry. I like a lonely person. I like I want to go away from everyone. I always spent my day at the beach. I don't know why. Waves crashing on the shore seem to understand what I was told. I seemed pleased with the waves. I like to spend my day at there. I can simply smile when I at there. I don't know why I'm so pleased when I saw the ocean. Maybe the sea knows why I feel/ We simply see the ocean but we can't see what inside it. Just like me. It doesn't mean that I always happy every day but people do not know what inside my heart.
For more sure, along my journey as a high school student, I hope that everything gonna be okay. I hope that I can keep strong to face this life. I know, along my journey as a student, a lot of difficult things comes. But I must always keep the smile even face the hard times. My life is like the mixtape. Hoping a new bright future comes into my life. Hope that 10A+ in my hand. Chaiyok!
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| Study now. Be proud later. |
It's been like a long time I'm not updating this blog indeed. Yeah definitely. For right now I'm busy with my year. This year I'll face something scary things in my life. It's SPM examination. So this year maybe I'll spend my hours and years with my beloved books and burn my midnight oil. For more sure, I'm not ready yet to face that I already form 5 and I'll sit for the SPM examination this year. I just like want to cry out loud and scream like hell. Seriously, I'm not ready yet. Fell like I'm too young and still thinking that I just entered form 4. But now, I l already form 5 indeed. I felt like I don't want to face this year but someone once said that, '' You giving this life 'cause you brave enough to face the reality is". You know, today I'm very sad. I don't know why. Huhuh.
Next March, I'm sweet 17 years old. And this year too, I'll make something that I really want to do since I was a kid. I wish that I'll get straight A's in my SPM examination. Everyone wish that happen. Me too. Right now, I take 10 subjects and I thought that I must make sure that I pass all the subject because I want to fly to overseas and study abroad. I want to be a doctor. Maybe I'll being a cardiologist doctor or nerf doctor. This year too, I already have ambition. My headmistress once said that '' you must have ambition in your life, with that you can study hard and achieve what you want to be". Yeah, that's true definitely. If I don;t have what I want to be in next future, I'll careless my study. For this year too, I want to make my dream come true. I'll study and work abroad. Make my parents proud on me. Can make my parents happy. For more sure, I want got international or local scholarships. With that, I can study abroad. Achieve my ambition being a great doctor. I wish I can make it true.
When I looking in my past, I like a person who doesn't care about my life. Always careless and not gave attention while studying. So, I want to change it to the better one. I don't want to disappoint again. I don't want I cry 'cause I fail to face the life is. I want to wake up and being a strong person. I don't want to give up easily in my life. For right now, I must change my attitude and get out from my comfort zone. Yeah. I don't want I sad again. I think it's enough to think the bad things in my life. I must appreciate my life. Appreciate everyone who comes in my life. I want to be a better person. A great person. I want to stop my negative thought about everyone else. I just want to be success person. I know, I always fall. Always fail. It doesn't mean that I'll be a failed person. The fail makes me want to be the success person. I'll show the real me. It's like I always keep my real me. It's time for me to show the real person of me.
My day sometimes turns into the worst day ever. I keep strong to make sure that I do not fall easily. When the worst come, I try to control all things. Controlled my mad and everything else. I know, this year too, I must do something more that last year. Double works. Double revision. Sometimes I get more frusted. I felt that I don't want in form 5. I felt like I want to cry. Every day I want to cry. I like a person who needs someone that can keep calm on me. I need someone can come and hug me and told me that everything gonna be okay. Every night I cry. I want someone that I can hug them and cry. I like a lonely person. I like I want to go away from everyone. I always spent my day at the beach. I don't know why. Waves crashing on the shore seem to understand what I was told. I seemed pleased with the waves. I like to spend my day at there. I can simply smile when I at there. I don't know why I'm so pleased when I saw the ocean. Maybe the sea knows why I feel/ We simply see the ocean but we can't see what inside it. Just like me. It doesn't mean that I always happy every day but people do not know what inside my heart.
For more sure, along my journey as a high school student, I hope that everything gonna be okay. I hope that I can keep strong to face this life. I know, along my journey as a student, a lot of difficult things comes. But I must always keep the smile even face the hard times. My life is like the mixtape. Hoping a new bright future comes into my life. Hope that 10A+ in my hand. Chaiyok!
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| Acrazy person is me. Nevermind. |
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