Hey, This the truth!

Along my journey as a high school student, I’ve learnt many things. From being a good student till good friend. Some people don’t know well about me. Some people like a person who judge a books by its covers. But I’ll never disturb their life or making annoying things to them.

I still remember the day my best friends, Anis, asked me a question. That day too she came late to school and must going to class prisoners ( kelas tahanan)  but she must be back early so he told the teacher that she will back to school like others. Two of my friends also must went to that class ‘cause came late to school. When our way to go to back home, she ask me a question;

“ Aty, of course they’ll talk bad things about me, cause I not going to that class, right? Ask her.

“ Errmm; nooded me while my eyes finding the other my craziest friends.

“If you being some of them, of course you’ll talk bad things about me too, right? Ask her with serious face.

Oh God, this seriously a killer question from Additional Math. I really don’t know how to answer it. At the end, I just say “Err…don’t know” and then laugh. This really crazy question.

So let me talk to you. If you read this I hope you’ll understand more about me. This some fact I want to give you about me. I don’t know how to answer your killer question. Hahaha.

I really don’t know how to gossip. Yeah like always we gossip not the same thing the gossip about bad things about another peoples. I really don’t like the others. Gossip about such bad things and said them something not good, oh you know I not very well on that. Seriously.

If you think that I’ll thinking bad negative about you, haha, you really in wrong. When some people said or talking a bad things I just heard them and my brain can’t process what are they talking about. Haha, I really different. I really not think bad thinking about someone, indeed someone else thinking bad things about me. You know, I don’t like to full my mind with negative thought. It really made me crazy. I always thinking the positive thought only. Yes, you can believe on me.

When you asked if I not your friend, of course you’ll said something bad to me. No, it’s really wrong. When I at another group, some of them started talking something they don’t like about a person they don’t like, I just do my own work and sometimes I just heard them. I just like always said “ermm”, “ohh”, only that. I very not good talking a bad stuff about another person. In easy word, I don’t care about that. I just a difference person and not very well in talking bad stuff about another persons. Hahaha. I’ll not talking a bad things about you even you’re not my friend. Believe me.  I don’t know how to describe me. It’s too crazy to find it out about really me. It’s complicated to describe me. I also don’t know how to describe myself. Hahaha. You just thought that I different. You must know I the positive person.

Of course you said you’re easy to fool by someone. Okay let me told you, even I not talking a bad stuff or heard something bad stuff or anything else, I can protect myself and you know being a person who only hear and not talking much, sometimes you got many information and in easy word, I know everything. You can believe it, I just quiet when someone talk, I just hear them. I really lazy to talking about such things. Hahah. If you, I’ll talking more and more. Hahaha

I’m the happiness. Okay. Haha. If someone with me, their day fulfill with happiness and not worry much. I don’t like sorrow things. You know the day when the English examination, you’re not finished that paper? When saw you cried and frusted, of course I felt that. Everyone going home and you just stood on the chair, and crying. I ask you if you’re okay or not? I think that a fool question I ask you. Of course you’re not okay right? Sorry I too young that time. But when you said you’re okay and asked  me to go back home first, you know how many times I return back to the class just want to know you’re really want me to go or not. Looking at you like that, of course you’re needed time to be alone. But, I think I should waited with you and cried with you. Even get flood, I always with you. The other went met with the teacher, many of them not finished so the teacher allowed them to finished their paper. I just stood on the chair outside with Syuhada and looking forward if you already out from class so that I’ll ask you if you want to continued your exam or not. But, I didn’t saw you. I thought that you’re already back home. Even you’re do that, I not allowed that too. You’re now in big frusted. How you want to answer it perfectly, right? Okay, till know I still remember it, you know? So, I just wanted you manage time well in when you answer your exam. I think I also should too ‘cause I also not have enough time to answer question the next month examination. Hhahah. Even you are argue with someone, I also worried you know?

This a little bit about me. If to talk about me, 3 days 3 night still not finished. HAHAH. More sure, you’re my best friends, I’ll never talk bad stuff about you and you can believe on me. You can share your problem or everything else to me. Of course you said “ I don’t want to disturb you” and everything else. It’s okay nothing to wo0rry. Don’t worry, I’ll never told someone about your secret garden  to another people. I’ll kept your secret. More easy I’ll forgot it. Hahah. Okay. It’s too cruel. Hahah.  For more sure, You can believe on me. Yes, you can. 

I different. I don’t what the different is? Different in character. Hahah. I’m the sunshine and the star of happiness.

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