Pain changes People

" This is what you really want to be?"
" Yeah, sure."

"Sure?"
" You shouldn't ask. It breaks me."

She once cares too much. But now she is heartless. She once loves too much. But now she said it meaningless.

She was once the really nice girl.
But now she turns into a bad girl.

He was once a nice guy. But now he is so harsh and vicious. He once loves too much. But now he is no longer a lover.

" It's not you."
" I know."

I wonder why did a people change. Why did they turn to be a person that they didn;t want to be. Why they turn into a person they avoided to be.

I changed too. ☺

Actually, we didn't want to change. We didn't want to be heartless. We didn;t want to be a hater. We didn't want to be a monster.

That was the things we fight to not being too.  But. . .

" So why did you "

People changed us. They pushed us. They force to the point that we finally had to do/

A heartless people once care too much.
A haters person once love too much.
A vicious monster once a smooth lover.

We care about people but people ignored us again and again. We love people, but they didn't appreciate our fight and our pain.

We cried on 3 a.m. for asking why didn't anyone accept us. Why didn't anyone notice the good inside us?

Finally, instead of being hurt. We decided to hurt. Instead of being ignored. We decided to ignore.

Maybe that's the way that we'll not get hurt. That's the way that we'll be accepted.

Is it pathetic right?

The World is a place that sometimes doesn't suit an angel. Because it is full of monster and demons.

Angel was being hurt for being nice for such a long period.

Angels can't hold pain that they hear all the time. After getting hurt of the world they lived inside. Finally, they decided to turn the monster the world  want them to be.

" This is why you change?"

We didn't want to change .
But, people changed us.  They killed  the angel inside us and bring out a monster like them. So here is us.

Were you once the angel?

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